Ok People, how do you cope with not competing?
I’ve not competed since April and it’s really really reeeeally starting to get me down, I was all set to go competing with the Baked Bean yesterday BUT the show was cancelled due to the rain 
🙈
I think I’m struggling with the fact I can’t just jump straight into where I left off, I’m starting again with a brand new partnership and if I’m brutally honest, I’ve lost all of my confidence. The thought of jumping 90-1m literally makes me want to poop my pants and if you know me, you’ll know that I’m not a wimp and that I wouldn’t normally think twice about jumping anything 
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I feel so out of practice and I don’t even know if I can remember how to see a stride, how to sit or what position I need to be in.
Yes this bit of a moany post but it’s truthful and it’s how I’m feeling about things at the moment. I’m very grateful that I’ve been given the opportunity to ride the beautiful Harry and I know this feeling will pass, I just needed to get it out there.
Anyhow, Happy Monday peeps! I’ve enjoyed reading everyone else’s competitions write ups 
😊 it’s lovely to see my friends/team members/online pals doing so well 
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